1 00:00:12,780 --> 00:00:14,500 Wow, The Adventures of Gunslinger Gus. 2 00:00:17,520 --> 00:00:18,520 Ma, look. 3 00:00:18,880 --> 00:00:19,880 Can I have this? 4 00:00:20,300 --> 00:00:23,220 Ryan, I'm not sure I like you reading this kind of rubbish. 5 00:00:24,220 --> 00:00:25,220 That's not rubbish. 6 00:00:25,780 --> 00:00:26,820 I read it myself. 7 00:00:27,280 --> 00:00:29,420 It's a fine story about a brave man. 8 00:00:29,720 --> 00:00:30,980 And it's only a dime. 9 00:00:31,200 --> 00:00:34,700 Well, Till, I don't know that it's appropriate reading for a young man. Oh, 10 00:00:34,700 --> 00:00:36,840 boys like this kind of thing. It's their nature. 11 00:00:37,840 --> 00:00:41,660 Well, I suppose any kind of reading should be encouraged. 12 00:00:41,980 --> 00:00:42,980 Thanks. 13 00:01:01,390 --> 00:01:03,170 Can you spare anything for a veteran, ma 'am? 14 00:01:04,090 --> 00:01:09,930 I'll see if I can... Oh! 15 00:01:10,910 --> 00:01:12,190 Oh, Tommy! 16 00:01:13,450 --> 00:01:14,650 Oh, Tommy! 17 00:01:16,210 --> 00:01:17,570 I missed you. 18 00:01:19,510 --> 00:01:21,750 Lauren, good to have you back, Tommy. 19 00:01:22,130 --> 00:01:23,530 Thanks, but it's Tom now. 20 00:01:23,750 --> 00:01:24,750 Of course it is. 21 00:01:24,890 --> 00:01:26,830 Oh, let me look at you. 22 00:01:27,670 --> 00:01:29,190 Oh, it's so good to see you. 23 00:01:34,220 --> 00:01:35,400 This is my son, Tom. 24 00:01:35,960 --> 00:01:37,740 Tom, I'd like you to meet Dr. 25 00:01:37,940 --> 00:01:39,940 Quinn. It's nice to meet you, Tom. 26 00:01:40,200 --> 00:01:41,460 Ma wrote me about you. 27 00:01:41,860 --> 00:01:43,280 Sounded kind of strange at first. 28 00:01:43,560 --> 00:01:44,700 A lady doc. 29 00:01:45,200 --> 00:01:49,000 Then I got to thinking, women are always nursing and healing folks. 30 00:01:49,320 --> 00:01:51,200 I think they got a natural talent for it. 31 00:01:52,460 --> 00:01:54,600 These are my children, Colleen and Brian. 32 00:01:54,840 --> 00:01:55,759 Hey, were you in the war? 33 00:01:55,760 --> 00:01:56,760 Of course he was. 34 00:01:57,000 --> 00:01:58,340 He got a medal for bravery. 35 00:01:58,620 --> 00:02:00,220 Tom took a mini ball in the leg. 36 00:02:00,800 --> 00:02:03,840 Running back into the line of fire to save two comrades. 37 00:02:04,820 --> 00:02:06,640 Never met a real war hero before. 38 00:02:07,020 --> 00:02:08,340 I'm just glad to be home. 39 00:02:09,160 --> 00:02:13,220 Why, you're still wearing that old scarf I knit you. Wouldn't let it go? 40 00:02:20,440 --> 00:02:22,520 What's the matter, son? Your leg's still bothering you? 41 00:02:22,920 --> 00:02:23,920 Now and again. 42 00:02:24,940 --> 00:02:27,920 Oh, Dr. Mike, would you mind taking a look at it for him? 43 00:02:28,260 --> 00:02:29,280 I'd be happy to. 44 00:02:37,040 --> 00:02:38,040 Well, there's no swelling. 45 00:02:39,020 --> 00:02:41,900 No sign of further injury. When did you say this happened? 46 00:02:42,960 --> 00:02:44,680 Four years ago this August. 47 00:02:45,760 --> 00:02:46,760 That's right. 48 00:02:47,260 --> 00:02:49,460 It seems to heal quite nicely. 49 00:02:50,000 --> 00:02:51,340 It shouldn't be giving you any pain. 50 00:02:52,260 --> 00:02:53,480 I'm afraid it still does. 51 00:02:56,580 --> 00:02:59,760 Michaela, he's clearly in pain. Isn't there anything you can do? 52 00:03:00,680 --> 00:03:04,160 Well, some morphine will relieve the pain. 53 00:03:04,720 --> 00:03:06,780 Their docs gave me that after they worked on my leg. 54 00:03:11,860 --> 00:03:14,440 It was pills, though. I never had it like that. 55 00:03:15,100 --> 00:03:17,700 This is a new, more effective way of administering it. 56 00:03:18,620 --> 00:03:19,980 Gets into the system more quickly. 57 00:03:20,840 --> 00:03:21,960 I don't know. 58 00:03:23,020 --> 00:03:24,880 It'll just sting for a moment, and then it'll be over. 59 00:03:25,500 --> 00:03:27,380 I owe my life to Dr. Mike. 60 00:03:27,840 --> 00:03:29,700 She's seen me through some terrible times. 61 00:03:30,220 --> 00:03:31,220 You can trust her. 62 00:03:48,330 --> 00:03:49,330 Feeling better? 63 00:03:51,010 --> 00:03:52,010 Much better. 64 00:05:05,520 --> 00:05:08,640 Good at doctoring and cooking. You are quite a lady, Dr. Quinn. 65 00:05:09,320 --> 00:05:11,340 Thank you, but I can't take credit for the pie. 66 00:05:11,540 --> 00:05:12,540 That was Colleen. 67 00:05:13,740 --> 00:05:14,740 Colleen. 68 00:05:15,260 --> 00:05:18,380 You remind me of some of the young ladies I met down in New Orleans. 69 00:05:19,180 --> 00:05:20,800 They were talented and pretty. 70 00:05:21,040 --> 00:05:22,040 You been to New Orleans? 71 00:05:22,420 --> 00:05:24,440 What's it like? I'd love to see it someday. 72 00:05:25,200 --> 00:05:29,660 They got some beautiful old houses with the iron balconies. 73 00:05:30,060 --> 00:05:31,400 And they talk different. 74 00:05:31,680 --> 00:05:32,680 Kind of musical. 75 00:05:33,080 --> 00:05:34,460 Old town's full of music. 76 00:05:34,810 --> 00:05:35,810 You should see the place. 77 00:05:36,210 --> 00:05:38,070 A girl like you should see the whole world. 78 00:05:38,510 --> 00:05:39,510 I want to. 79 00:05:39,930 --> 00:05:41,890 So you've been traveling since the war ended? 80 00:05:42,170 --> 00:05:44,350 Yep. Thought I'd see me some of the country. 81 00:05:45,510 --> 00:05:47,610 And I was in the hospital for quite a while. 82 00:05:47,970 --> 00:05:49,430 Which battle was it that hurt your leg? 83 00:05:49,910 --> 00:05:51,230 Atlanta. With Uncle Bill. 84 00:05:51,530 --> 00:05:52,530 Who's Uncle Bill? 85 00:05:52,870 --> 00:05:53,869 General Sherman. 86 00:05:53,870 --> 00:05:54,870 That's right. 87 00:05:55,410 --> 00:05:58,390 Rebs didn't want to give up the town, even after we set it afire. 88 00:05:58,630 --> 00:06:01,450 We thought we had them cleared out of one quarter, but they was lying low. And 89 00:06:01,450 --> 00:06:04,500 when we come in, they let us have it. An ambush? 90 00:06:04,840 --> 00:06:06,520 Mini balls from three sides. 91 00:06:07,160 --> 00:06:11,880 Uncle Bill himself gave the order to pull back, but two of my friends was 92 00:06:11,980 --> 00:06:16,140 and I couldn't just leave them there, so... That's when he caught the mini 93 00:06:16,140 --> 00:06:17,119 in his leg. 94 00:06:17,120 --> 00:06:18,360 Lucky you still have it. 95 00:06:18,580 --> 00:06:19,820 Lucky to have them doctors. 96 00:06:20,880 --> 00:06:22,340 They're the ones that should have got medals. 97 00:06:23,300 --> 00:06:27,540 Standing at the operating table for days on end, saving my leg when it might 98 00:06:27,540 --> 00:06:29,920 have been easier just to cut it off. 99 00:06:30,160 --> 00:06:31,160 God bless him. 100 00:06:31,600 --> 00:06:34,710 Tom. You don't happen to remember the name of any of your doctors, do you? 101 00:06:34,950 --> 00:06:35,950 No, ma 'am. 102 00:06:36,130 --> 00:06:41,510 I was pretty well out of my head. But I remember what they did for me. 103 00:06:42,150 --> 00:06:43,150 I always will. 104 00:06:44,310 --> 00:06:46,270 Well, it's getting late. 105 00:06:47,510 --> 00:06:48,510 We'd best be off. 106 00:06:48,950 --> 00:06:50,570 I want to hear more stories. 107 00:06:50,810 --> 00:06:52,430 Oh, there'll be plenty of time for that. 108 00:06:53,350 --> 00:06:55,510 Don't want to tire him out on his first night at home. 109 00:06:59,470 --> 00:07:00,470 Don. 110 00:07:01,150 --> 00:07:02,150 Got something. 111 00:07:05,219 --> 00:07:06,219 Dr. 112 00:07:06,960 --> 00:07:09,260 Mike's medicine got me feeling so good, I didn't even need it. 113 00:07:10,160 --> 00:07:11,160 Thank you, Sally. 114 00:07:11,200 --> 00:07:12,440 Good night, everybody. 115 00:07:12,800 --> 00:07:15,140 Thank you, Michaela. It's our pleasure. Good night. 116 00:07:15,940 --> 00:07:16,940 Good night. 117 00:07:17,040 --> 00:07:18,040 Good night, folks. Good night. 118 00:07:24,000 --> 00:07:26,020 It's wonderful to see Dorothy so happy. 119 00:07:26,580 --> 00:07:27,980 What a nice young man. 120 00:07:28,400 --> 00:07:29,400 I liked him. 121 00:07:30,180 --> 00:07:31,980 Really? We couldn't tell. 122 00:07:45,530 --> 00:07:49,490 Last night you said you were feeling better. I was. I started acting up again 123 00:07:49,490 --> 00:07:50,490 after we left. 124 00:07:50,610 --> 00:07:52,070 Guess I just ain't used to this cold. 125 00:07:52,910 --> 00:07:55,450 Well, sometimes old injuries are sensitive to the weather. 126 00:08:00,930 --> 00:08:03,110 Couldn't I have another one of them injections instead? 127 00:08:03,650 --> 00:08:04,850 Sure worked good on me yesterday. 128 00:08:05,850 --> 00:08:07,890 Unfortunately, that's all that's left of my morphine. 129 00:08:08,330 --> 00:08:09,330 Don't need much. 130 00:08:09,570 --> 00:08:10,730 Well, I ordered some more. 131 00:08:12,360 --> 00:08:14,160 I need to set this aside in case of emergency. 132 00:08:14,420 --> 00:08:16,620 But that watery stuff just don't work as well. 133 00:08:17,220 --> 00:08:18,220 Sorry? 134 00:08:21,440 --> 00:08:22,440 I'm sorry. 135 00:08:23,820 --> 00:08:26,800 I appreciate everything you've done for me. 136 00:08:51,880 --> 00:08:52,880 All over you. 137 00:08:53,340 --> 00:08:56,440 Here. I mended this for you. Oh, thanks, Ma. 138 00:08:58,760 --> 00:09:02,260 You know, when I was lying in that field hospital, I just kept on hanging on to 139 00:09:02,260 --> 00:09:03,480 this and seeing your face. 140 00:09:04,560 --> 00:09:05,560 Smiling. 141 00:09:06,240 --> 00:09:08,100 War hero returns home. 142 00:09:09,020 --> 00:09:10,120 How's that for a headline? 143 00:09:10,520 --> 00:09:11,520 How's this for one? 144 00:09:11,960 --> 00:09:14,020 Barbara gives war hero free haircut. 145 00:09:14,560 --> 00:09:16,780 Oh, Jake, that's real nice of you. 146 00:09:17,580 --> 00:09:18,580 No, thanks. 147 00:09:18,620 --> 00:09:19,620 Not today. 148 00:09:19,640 --> 00:09:21,340 Well, I'm right next door if you change your mind. 149 00:09:28,430 --> 00:09:30,990 I don't know what you're up to, trying to impress Dorothy. 150 00:09:32,050 --> 00:09:33,910 Veterans are always welcome in my establishment. 151 00:09:34,810 --> 00:09:37,670 Well, you better get back over there, then. Make sure you don't miss one of 152 00:09:37,670 --> 00:09:38,670 them. 153 00:09:57,760 --> 00:09:58,760 Tom. 154 00:09:59,940 --> 00:10:01,180 Where are you going with that? 155 00:10:01,960 --> 00:10:03,100 With what, Uncle Lorne? 156 00:10:03,340 --> 00:10:04,340 Lauren. 157 00:10:04,720 --> 00:10:06,140 By this bottle right here. 158 00:10:06,880 --> 00:10:07,880 How about that? 159 00:10:08,240 --> 00:10:10,960 I was going to pay for that, Uncle Lorne. I was just going upstairs to get 160 00:10:10,960 --> 00:10:13,240 money. Tom, I'll be right up. 161 00:10:21,060 --> 00:10:22,940 Lauren, his leg is still hurting. 162 00:10:23,720 --> 00:10:24,760 I'll pay for the pain. 163 00:10:24,960 --> 00:10:26,020 That's not the point. 164 00:10:26,550 --> 00:10:29,530 The boy was trying to steal it. How can you say that? 165 00:10:29,850 --> 00:10:30,850 Why, I saw him. 166 00:10:31,490 --> 00:10:34,990 Lauren, you know what a rough time he's had trying to get home. Odd jobs here 167 00:10:34,990 --> 00:10:35,829 and there. 168 00:10:35,830 --> 00:10:38,890 Why, he could have asked me for it. He's proud, Lauren. 169 00:10:39,310 --> 00:10:41,010 Takes after his uncle that way. 170 00:10:42,030 --> 00:10:43,770 That's no excuse for stealing. 171 00:10:44,010 --> 00:10:45,790 Can't you show a little compassion? 172 00:10:46,390 --> 00:10:49,070 He's been through a war, for God's sake. He's still in pain. 173 00:10:49,650 --> 00:10:51,010 All right, here, take it. 174 00:10:51,570 --> 00:10:52,570 Thank you. 175 00:11:06,640 --> 00:11:07,640 Come in. 176 00:11:11,140 --> 00:11:12,140 Tommy. 177 00:11:12,960 --> 00:11:13,960 I'm sorry, Ma. 178 00:11:15,580 --> 00:11:22,260 Truly, I am. It's just... The pain got so bad, I wasn't thinking right. 179 00:11:24,760 --> 00:11:26,260 Didn't you go and see Dr. 180 00:11:26,480 --> 00:11:27,079 Mike today? 181 00:11:27,080 --> 00:11:28,960 She wouldn't give me any of that morphine. 182 00:11:29,460 --> 00:11:31,680 Just some other medicine. It didn't help much. 183 00:11:32,620 --> 00:11:34,720 I hate to see you suffering so much. 184 00:11:38,320 --> 00:11:40,100 Next time, just ask. 185 00:13:59,310 --> 00:14:00,310 Show me. 186 00:14:03,350 --> 00:14:07,570 Let me go. 187 00:14:15,750 --> 00:14:18,510 It's all right. It's all right. It's over. I've got you now. 188 00:14:20,250 --> 00:14:21,470 Brian. Matthew. 189 00:14:22,030 --> 00:14:23,030 Look at his gun. 190 00:14:23,650 --> 00:14:24,850 Is he? No. 191 00:14:25,470 --> 00:14:26,470 He's bleeding, Ron. 192 00:14:28,360 --> 00:14:29,360 I have to help him. 193 00:14:35,480 --> 00:14:36,680 We'll need something for a tourniquet. 194 00:15:09,230 --> 00:15:12,130 We're trying to get Dr. Mike's bag, and he was hurting Colleen. What? She shot 195 00:15:12,130 --> 00:15:13,130 him? No. 196 00:15:13,430 --> 00:15:14,430 Dr. Mike did. 197 00:15:14,770 --> 00:15:16,190 Mikayla. Get him into the clinic, quickly. 198 00:15:20,710 --> 00:15:26,930 Grace, take Colleen and Brian upstairs. 199 00:15:27,390 --> 00:15:30,750 I'm going to stay with you. No, Colleen, not that time. Come on, come on now. I 200 00:15:30,750 --> 00:15:33,430 love you. I love you, too, Ma. Everything's going to be all right. Come 201 00:15:34,390 --> 00:15:35,690 Matthew. Don't worry, I'll get him. 202 00:15:39,140 --> 00:15:43,360 He must have come here first looking for it. Looking for what? 203 00:15:44,800 --> 00:15:47,340 I should have realized the way he came back asking for more food. 204 00:15:50,000 --> 00:15:51,800 I'm sorry. 205 00:15:52,500 --> 00:15:54,520 I don't know how I could have done such a thing. 206 00:15:54,980 --> 00:15:56,580 Shh, don't talk now. 207 00:15:57,800 --> 00:15:59,180 The leg's going to have to come off. 208 00:15:59,500 --> 00:16:00,500 No! 209 00:16:00,920 --> 00:16:01,920 Michaela, please. 210 00:16:02,640 --> 00:16:03,760 I think I can save it. 211 00:16:05,820 --> 00:16:07,840 We'll just do our best. 212 00:16:09,800 --> 00:16:11,420 First we'll have to tie off the autos. 213 00:16:12,560 --> 00:16:14,700 Then I'll try and set the bone. 214 00:16:16,260 --> 00:16:18,680 Lorne, why don't you and Dorothy wait outside? 215 00:16:18,940 --> 00:16:19,940 We're going to stay here. 216 00:16:20,140 --> 00:16:21,140 Oh, listen to Dr. 217 00:16:21,400 --> 00:16:23,280 Mike. She's going to do her best. 218 00:16:23,520 --> 00:16:24,520 Come on now. 219 00:16:27,960 --> 00:16:28,960 Jake. 220 00:16:59,530 --> 00:17:00,530 He's all right. 221 00:17:02,370 --> 00:17:03,370 You can see him now. 222 00:17:03,810 --> 00:17:04,810 You saved it. 223 00:17:06,010 --> 00:17:10,730 Thanks for shooting there, Michaela. 224 00:17:11,750 --> 00:17:12,750 Proud of you. 225 00:17:13,069 --> 00:17:14,550 There's nothing to be proud of, Hank. 226 00:17:15,510 --> 00:17:16,510 Nothing at all. 227 00:17:29,550 --> 00:17:30,810 Matthew, will you check on the children? 228 00:17:31,270 --> 00:17:32,270 I'll be back in a moment. 229 00:17:32,550 --> 00:17:33,550 Sure. 230 00:17:36,110 --> 00:17:37,110 Liberty. 231 00:17:40,730 --> 00:17:41,970 Matthew told me what happened. 232 00:17:43,570 --> 00:17:44,970 So late you shot a man. 233 00:17:45,870 --> 00:17:47,270 I didn't have any choice. 234 00:17:48,370 --> 00:17:50,130 I keep going over it in my mind. 235 00:17:51,650 --> 00:17:52,830 Maybe there was another way. 236 00:17:53,450 --> 00:17:56,910 You did what you had to do to protect your children. But I took an oath to 237 00:17:56,910 --> 00:17:57,910 preserve life. 238 00:17:58,860 --> 00:18:01,840 I want to think of how close I came to taking one. You didn't. 239 00:18:02,860 --> 00:18:03,900 You saved him. 240 00:18:16,920 --> 00:18:17,920 Colleen? 241 00:18:20,240 --> 00:18:21,780 Colleen, would you like some more cocoa? 242 00:18:24,660 --> 00:18:25,660 Colleen? 243 00:18:26,560 --> 00:18:27,560 You all right? 244 00:18:29,510 --> 00:18:30,510 How's everyone doing? 245 00:18:30,630 --> 00:18:31,630 Ma! 246 00:18:34,070 --> 00:18:37,090 Now, if you need anything, thank you quite a bit. 247 00:18:41,230 --> 00:18:42,230 Are you all right? 248 00:18:43,970 --> 00:18:45,430 Everyone gets asked like that. 249 00:18:46,030 --> 00:18:47,750 Because he wants you something bad like that. 250 00:18:48,190 --> 00:18:49,470 What happened to him? 251 00:18:49,990 --> 00:18:51,150 I stitched up his leg. 252 00:18:51,370 --> 00:18:52,370 I think he'll recover. 253 00:18:52,710 --> 00:18:54,330 But he won't be moving around for a while. 254 00:18:55,650 --> 00:18:56,830 Sure you're okay, Cullen? 255 00:18:58,050 --> 00:18:59,050 I'm fine. 256 00:19:00,040 --> 00:19:01,580 We're all fine. Nobody got hurt. 257 00:19:02,560 --> 00:19:03,560 Nothing to worry about. 258 00:19:06,580 --> 00:19:09,100 Matthew, why don't you take them home to rest? What about school? 259 00:19:09,980 --> 00:19:10,980 Aren't you tired? 260 00:19:11,040 --> 00:19:12,100 No, neither am I. 261 00:19:12,400 --> 00:19:13,480 But you're up half the night. 262 00:19:14,440 --> 00:19:15,720 I don't feel like sleeping now. 263 00:19:16,220 --> 00:19:17,840 Well, if you're up to it. 264 00:19:32,010 --> 00:19:33,370 And he had Colleen just like this. 265 00:19:33,930 --> 00:19:37,670 Right. And then when me and Matthew opened the door, he shot right at him. 266 00:19:39,130 --> 00:19:40,250 Then I shot him. 267 00:19:40,450 --> 00:19:41,450 Bang! 268 00:20:38,449 --> 00:20:40,630 Colleen? What are you doing? 269 00:20:41,130 --> 00:20:42,410 I have to get all the blood out. 270 00:20:48,490 --> 00:20:49,930 Colleen, you can stop now. 271 00:20:50,530 --> 00:20:51,550 I'll take care of it. 272 00:20:54,010 --> 00:20:55,010 I'll take care of it. 273 00:21:00,850 --> 00:21:03,450 I told you I'm fine. 274 00:21:04,090 --> 00:21:05,150 I thought you were at school. 275 00:21:06,090 --> 00:21:12,070 I... I got a stomachache, so I went home. 276 00:21:12,690 --> 00:21:13,850 Why didn't you come here? 277 00:21:15,630 --> 00:21:17,990 I didn't want to bother you. 278 00:21:18,650 --> 00:21:19,910 You're never a bother. 279 00:21:20,970 --> 00:21:22,610 I'll give you some bicarbonate. 280 00:21:23,670 --> 00:21:24,670 Settle your stomach. 281 00:21:34,499 --> 00:21:35,560 Oh, excuse me. 282 00:21:36,560 --> 00:21:37,560 Dorothy, wait. 283 00:21:45,640 --> 00:21:47,020 I didn't know it was Tom. 284 00:21:49,160 --> 00:21:50,700 It was dark. He had a gun. 285 00:21:51,200 --> 00:21:52,360 He shot at Matthew. 286 00:21:52,840 --> 00:21:56,660 I feel like this is all a bad dream. 287 00:21:57,580 --> 00:22:00,460 Like I'm going to wake up and it'll all be over. 288 00:22:04,680 --> 00:22:07,920 Dorothy, more than anything, I wish this had never happened. I just don't 289 00:22:07,920 --> 00:22:10,540 understand why Tom would do such a thing. 290 00:22:11,320 --> 00:22:13,160 I believe he was looking for morphine. 291 00:22:14,100 --> 00:22:15,100 What do you mean? 292 00:22:16,500 --> 00:22:20,680 He knew I had the last vial in my bag. He came here looking for some, and I'd 293 00:22:20,680 --> 00:22:23,120 been in such pain to be so desperate. 294 00:22:23,620 --> 00:22:25,680 That's the point, Dorothy. I don't think he had any pain. 295 00:22:26,620 --> 00:22:27,620 What are you saying? 296 00:22:28,580 --> 00:22:31,000 Tom didn't have a cane when he came to the homestead. 297 00:22:32,360 --> 00:22:33,540 I don't understand. 298 00:22:34,300 --> 00:22:35,300 I didn't either. 299 00:22:35,920 --> 00:22:39,780 So I searched my journals and I found an article. 300 00:22:40,880 --> 00:22:43,580 It says that morphine doesn't just relieve pain. 301 00:22:44,640 --> 00:22:47,180 It makes people feel happy, blissful. 302 00:22:48,460 --> 00:22:49,900 Like nothing can trouble them. 303 00:22:51,180 --> 00:22:53,580 Kind of like how people feel when they're drinking? 304 00:22:54,240 --> 00:22:55,240 Oh, so. 305 00:22:56,340 --> 00:22:59,680 Apparently morphine makes you feel so good you just want more and more of it. 306 00:22:59,860 --> 00:23:01,660 They say too much can even be fatal. 307 00:23:03,820 --> 00:23:06,180 The article said it's a disease called morphinism. 308 00:23:06,500 --> 00:23:09,360 You're saying that medicine is a disease? 309 00:23:09,940 --> 00:23:10,940 How can that be? 310 00:23:11,160 --> 00:23:15,160 I'm not sure I understand it myself. It's a new theory, but it seems to make 311 00:23:15,160 --> 00:23:16,160 sense. 312 00:23:16,300 --> 00:23:21,320 The article says that if a doctor gives too much morphine to a patient, he 313 00:23:21,320 --> 00:23:23,880 starts to feel that he has to have it and he'll do anything to get it. 314 00:23:24,460 --> 00:23:28,040 Perhaps that's what happened to Tom. Tom would never do such a thing just to 315 00:23:28,040 --> 00:23:29,040 feel good. 316 00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:33,630 Then how do you explain it? He was in pain. His leg was killing him. His leg 317 00:23:33,630 --> 00:23:35,650 healed. Then you're saying he's a liar. 318 00:23:36,050 --> 00:23:38,670 And I won't have you calling my son a liar. 319 00:23:38,910 --> 00:23:39,950 And what about my son? 320 00:23:40,870 --> 00:23:41,930 He could have been killed. 321 00:24:05,470 --> 00:24:07,490 Make it all the way through the war with that leg. 322 00:25:04,940 --> 00:25:06,140 Can't you hurry some paint? 323 00:25:34,680 --> 00:25:35,680 Matthew? 324 00:25:37,200 --> 00:25:38,200 Hey, Sully. 325 00:25:40,380 --> 00:25:41,380 You all right? 326 00:25:42,800 --> 00:25:43,800 Yeah. 327 00:25:45,520 --> 00:25:49,100 I was just wondering if I could have gotten over there sooner. 328 00:25:50,940 --> 00:25:52,120 I'm thinking the same thing. 329 00:25:53,900 --> 00:25:56,660 I should have stayed closer, but there's no looking back. 330 00:25:57,780 --> 00:26:00,020 Do the best you can at the time, and that's all you can do. 331 00:26:05,360 --> 00:26:06,360 I gotta get to work. 332 00:26:08,100 --> 00:26:09,960 Thanks for taking the kids to school for me. 333 00:26:10,600 --> 00:26:11,600 Let's do it. 334 00:26:21,400 --> 00:26:22,780 Hold her right there, stranger. 335 00:26:23,500 --> 00:26:24,500 Ben! 336 00:26:26,720 --> 00:26:28,420 Stella, you're supposed to pretend you were shot. 337 00:26:29,920 --> 00:26:30,920 Come here, Brian. 338 00:26:31,720 --> 00:26:32,840 I was just playing. 339 00:26:33,740 --> 00:26:34,760 I know you weren't. 340 00:26:35,660 --> 00:26:38,940 What you gotta understand is what happened here the other night was not a 341 00:26:39,720 --> 00:26:40,720 Guns aren't toys. 342 00:26:40,920 --> 00:26:41,920 They can hurt people. 343 00:26:42,020 --> 00:26:43,020 Like Tom. 344 00:26:43,120 --> 00:26:44,120 He wasn't playing. 345 00:26:45,800 --> 00:26:46,800 And now? 346 00:26:47,420 --> 00:26:48,420 Now. 347 00:26:48,480 --> 00:26:49,560 Tom lost his leg. 348 00:26:49,980 --> 00:26:51,720 He's gonna have to live with that the rest of his life. 349 00:26:52,780 --> 00:26:53,780 Dr. Mike. 350 00:26:54,500 --> 00:26:56,320 She's gonna have to live with what she did the rest of hers. 351 00:26:58,100 --> 00:26:59,100 I'm sorry, Sully. 352 00:27:05,340 --> 00:27:06,340 All right. 353 00:27:07,520 --> 00:27:08,520 Take your things. 354 00:27:08,760 --> 00:27:09,760 Get in the wagon. 355 00:27:09,780 --> 00:27:10,639 Where's your sister? 356 00:27:10,640 --> 00:27:11,640 I don't know. 357 00:27:12,460 --> 00:27:13,460 Darlene! 358 00:27:22,640 --> 00:27:23,640 Ready to go to school? 359 00:27:24,520 --> 00:27:25,520 I'm not going. 360 00:27:32,220 --> 00:27:34,380 You don't have to be afraid. I'm going to go walk you. 361 00:27:36,300 --> 00:27:37,300 It's not that. 362 00:27:39,600 --> 00:27:40,780 I'll make sure you're safe. 363 00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:43,820 And I'll come for you after school, too. 364 00:27:46,200 --> 00:27:47,200 I'm just too tired. 365 00:27:50,700 --> 00:27:51,700 I'll go tomorrow. 366 00:27:54,080 --> 00:27:57,340 I don't know. Dr. Mike said I should take... Dr. Mike wouldn't make me go. 367 00:27:59,340 --> 00:28:02,020 She'd want me to stay here and rest. 368 00:28:10,960 --> 00:28:11,980 You be all right by yourself? 369 00:28:29,220 --> 00:28:32,200 Tom, it's looking fine. 370 00:28:33,160 --> 00:28:36,980 You're a fast healer. You hear that, son? You're gonna be better in no time. 371 00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:38,160 Better? 372 00:28:38,720 --> 00:28:39,780 With one leg? 373 00:28:40,460 --> 00:28:41,840 At least you are alive. 374 00:28:42,220 --> 00:28:45,320 Plenty of young fellas get along just fine with one leg. 375 00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:49,540 You're in pain. That's the trouble. He needs that medicine. 376 00:28:49,900 --> 00:28:51,360 If it's not time, I can wait. 377 00:28:52,000 --> 00:28:54,820 If you're hurting, you should have it. Shouldn't he, Michaela? 378 00:28:56,960 --> 00:28:57,980 If it's hurting. 379 00:29:22,030 --> 00:29:23,530 You're going to be all right now. 380 00:29:28,330 --> 00:29:30,850 The army doctors got him started on morphine. 381 00:29:32,130 --> 00:29:34,570 Apparently, it became a habit even after the pain had gone. 382 00:29:36,210 --> 00:29:37,490 Heard about guys like him. 383 00:29:38,030 --> 00:29:40,350 They go from town to town getting their pills. 384 00:29:40,750 --> 00:29:43,310 They beg, borrow, steal to pay for them. 385 00:29:44,410 --> 00:29:48,850 I believed him when he said he had pain, and I must have given him a stronger 386 00:29:48,850 --> 00:29:50,010 dose than he'd ever had before. 387 00:29:50,860 --> 00:29:51,860 You didn't know? 388 00:29:52,100 --> 00:29:53,100 What do I do now? 389 00:29:53,820 --> 00:29:54,880 He is hurting. 390 00:29:55,460 --> 00:29:58,100 If I give him morphine, I'm afraid he'll crave it even more. 391 00:29:58,960 --> 00:29:59,960 I don't know. 392 00:30:00,740 --> 00:30:03,060 I've always depended on morphine to help people. 393 00:30:03,460 --> 00:30:08,140 Maybe I've been wrong using it all this time. Maybe I've been hurting people 394 00:30:08,140 --> 00:30:09,300 without even realizing it. 395 00:30:09,960 --> 00:30:13,160 Don't go doubting yourself now. You are a good doctor. 396 00:30:13,440 --> 00:30:14,440 Then how could this happen? 397 00:30:16,920 --> 00:30:18,920 Maybe you want to talk to Cloud Dancing about it. 398 00:30:23,219 --> 00:30:24,219 Wait. 399 00:30:25,680 --> 00:30:26,680 Something else. 400 00:30:27,320 --> 00:30:29,520 The fact is, that's what I came here to see you about. 401 00:30:29,760 --> 00:30:30,760 What is it? 402 00:30:30,840 --> 00:30:31,840 It's Colleen. 403 00:30:31,980 --> 00:30:32,980 She's real upset. 404 00:30:33,720 --> 00:30:35,380 She said she's fine. She's not. 405 00:30:35,860 --> 00:30:37,840 Well, I think I'd noticed that something was wrong. 406 00:30:38,080 --> 00:30:39,080 That's just it. 407 00:30:39,660 --> 00:30:42,320 You've been too caught up with what's going on with Tom to have a chance to 408 00:30:42,320 --> 00:30:43,320 notice. 409 00:30:43,640 --> 00:30:47,240 And you forget, there were other people in that cabin that night. 410 00:30:49,060 --> 00:30:50,060 I haven't forgotten. 411 00:30:51,850 --> 00:30:53,130 I relive it every waking moment. 412 00:32:10,540 --> 00:32:12,740 He makes him do things that he'd never do if he was well. 413 00:32:14,340 --> 00:32:18,620 I feel like... I feel like I can't trust anybody now. 414 00:32:19,700 --> 00:32:22,400 I'm afraid all the time and everything makes me jump. 415 00:32:23,640 --> 00:32:28,440 I keep looking around, expecting him to be there. 416 00:32:28,880 --> 00:32:29,880 I know. 417 00:32:30,060 --> 00:32:31,420 Please leave me alone. 418 00:32:32,180 --> 00:32:33,540 Leave me alone, please. 419 00:32:33,880 --> 00:32:34,880 I won't. 420 00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:38,840 I won't. I'll always make sure that someone's with you. 421 00:32:41,200 --> 00:32:48,040 And in time, Colleen, in time you'll learn again not 422 00:32:48,040 --> 00:32:49,040 to be afraid. 423 00:32:53,300 --> 00:32:58,100 There are many things that we cannot know until the spirits believe we are 424 00:32:58,100 --> 00:33:01,700 ready. Well, I do know that morphine helps people. I've seen it take away 425 00:33:01,700 --> 00:33:02,700 pain. 426 00:33:03,340 --> 00:33:06,940 But it seems to have hurt Tom terribly, far more than it's helped him. I see. 427 00:33:07,640 --> 00:33:10,380 He's healing well, and the pain's lessening every day, but... 428 00:33:11,150 --> 00:33:13,890 That's not the point. How can I ever be sure of my medicines again? 429 00:33:15,350 --> 00:33:18,570 The bark of the willow takes away pain and fever. I've seen this, and so have 430 00:33:18,570 --> 00:33:19,790 you. Well, what's that got to do? 431 00:33:20,070 --> 00:33:21,150 We didn't always know this. 432 00:33:22,130 --> 00:33:23,650 Some of the things we tried have been hard. 433 00:33:24,410 --> 00:33:25,410 Some did good. 434 00:33:26,150 --> 00:33:27,310 Your morphine is the thing. 435 00:33:28,730 --> 00:33:29,790 You learned as you went along. 436 00:33:31,950 --> 00:33:32,970 This is what you have done. 437 00:33:54,890 --> 00:33:55,890 Where have you been? 438 00:33:56,130 --> 00:33:57,730 I've been out looking for answers. 439 00:33:58,090 --> 00:33:59,930 Why, you leave him here in pain? 440 00:34:00,130 --> 00:34:03,530 Can't you hear him? He needs that morphine. He needs it now. 441 00:34:03,810 --> 00:34:05,870 I've decided not to give Tom any more morphine, Dorothy. 442 00:34:06,110 --> 00:34:07,110 What? 443 00:34:07,530 --> 00:34:10,949 I'm going to wean him off of it using a pain remedy that cloud dancing gave me. 444 00:34:11,110 --> 00:34:13,530 Indian medicine? He needs your medicine. 445 00:34:13,770 --> 00:34:14,770 Don't you understand? 446 00:34:15,250 --> 00:34:19,190 He'll only need it more and more until it kills him. Why are you hurting me 447 00:34:19,190 --> 00:34:21,110 this? I thought we were friends. We are. 448 00:34:24,330 --> 00:34:27,570 hurting you, Dorothy. Tom is. You're the one who shot him. You're the one who 449 00:34:27,570 --> 00:34:28,448 took his leg. 450 00:34:28,449 --> 00:34:30,070 You're the one who causes him his pain. 451 00:34:33,550 --> 00:34:34,550 No. 452 00:34:34,790 --> 00:34:35,790 No, Dorothy. 453 00:34:56,429 --> 00:34:57,430 She's bringing you something. 454 00:35:01,350 --> 00:35:02,470 Is that the bark tea? 455 00:35:03,470 --> 00:35:04,990 Why won't you give me the morphine? 456 00:35:05,330 --> 00:35:06,330 This will help the pain. 457 00:35:06,630 --> 00:35:07,630 I don't want that. 458 00:35:08,450 --> 00:35:09,450 Please. 459 00:35:09,630 --> 00:35:10,630 Just drink it. 460 00:35:30,510 --> 00:35:31,510 I can't take much more of this. 461 00:35:31,930 --> 00:35:33,230 It's going to be all right. 462 00:35:34,230 --> 00:35:36,090 Dr. Mike knows what she's doing. 463 00:35:36,330 --> 00:35:38,290 What she's doing is hurting my son. 464 00:35:38,690 --> 00:35:40,370 Oh, Dorothy. 465 00:35:43,010 --> 00:35:44,050 You may see him now. 466 00:36:04,880 --> 00:36:05,880 I'll be all right, Ma. 467 00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:07,020 Of course you will. 468 00:36:07,260 --> 00:36:08,320 As soon as I get my medicine. 469 00:36:10,200 --> 00:36:11,820 Now you get it for me, won't you, Ma? 470 00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:18,560 Dr. Mike says it's not good for you. She says the other medicine's better. Well, 471 00:36:18,560 --> 00:36:19,560 she's a damn liar. 472 00:36:20,860 --> 00:36:22,620 Please, Ma. 473 00:36:24,500 --> 00:36:27,140 You're the only one who knows me. 474 00:36:27,740 --> 00:36:29,500 The only one who can help me. 475 00:36:34,700 --> 00:36:35,860 And try a little harder. 476 00:36:36,880 --> 00:36:38,500 I've done everything I can. 477 00:36:38,740 --> 00:36:39,820 You haven't done nothing! 478 00:36:40,400 --> 00:36:41,500 You never did! 479 00:36:42,180 --> 00:36:43,620 Pa was right. You're worthless. 480 00:36:45,060 --> 00:36:49,440 I told you not to call me that! Now, if you're not going to help me, get the 481 00:36:49,440 --> 00:36:50,440 hell out of here! 482 00:36:51,020 --> 00:36:52,440 You hear me? Get out! 483 00:37:08,560 --> 00:37:09,560 Come to school today? 484 00:37:09,700 --> 00:37:10,960 Lewis is bringing his frog. 485 00:37:12,260 --> 00:37:13,260 No, no, no. 486 00:37:17,880 --> 00:37:18,880 Brian. 487 00:37:19,140 --> 00:37:20,140 Come here. 488 00:37:34,580 --> 00:37:35,700 Colleen, it's been a week. 489 00:37:44,710 --> 00:37:46,070 He's going home to Dorothy. 490 00:37:47,190 --> 00:37:48,250 I'm still scared. 491 00:37:49,490 --> 00:37:55,250 I know, I'm frightened about things too, but... But just because you can't trust 492 00:37:55,250 --> 00:37:56,950 one person doesn't mean you can't trust anyone. 493 00:37:58,130 --> 00:38:00,070 But what if something else happens? 494 00:38:01,590 --> 00:38:03,790 We can't worry about what might happen. 495 00:38:04,230 --> 00:38:06,330 Or we'd never set foot outside this door. 496 00:38:07,090 --> 00:38:12,350 I'd never pick up my medical bag again and... And we'd miss so many things, 497 00:38:12,410 --> 00:38:14,030 wonderful things, like... 498 00:38:15,690 --> 00:38:16,910 Like seeing Louis's frog? 499 00:38:29,950 --> 00:38:32,950 Dorothy, Tom has something he wants to tell you. 500 00:38:35,250 --> 00:38:36,250 Ma. 501 00:38:38,510 --> 00:38:39,510 I'm sorry. 502 00:38:43,750 --> 00:38:45,270 You're looking well, son. 503 00:38:47,150 --> 00:38:50,930 That fella, the one that said and did those things, that wasn't me. 504 00:38:51,610 --> 00:38:52,990 I know that, Tommy. 505 00:38:53,190 --> 00:38:54,190 Tom! 506 00:38:55,150 --> 00:38:56,610 I know that better than anybody. 507 00:38:57,150 --> 00:38:58,390 That fella's gone now. 508 00:38:59,330 --> 00:39:00,910 Thanks to Dr. Mike. 509 00:39:15,120 --> 00:39:20,460 If you don't got any plans, well, I could use some help over at the store. 510 00:39:21,100 --> 00:39:26,120 Oh, Lorne. Just for a while. You know, till you get yourself situated. 511 00:39:27,080 --> 00:39:28,460 Thanks, Uncle Lorne. 512 00:39:29,760 --> 00:39:31,280 I'll work real hard for you. 513 00:39:47,190 --> 00:39:48,810 Thank you for giving me my son back. 514 00:39:51,370 --> 00:39:56,970 You have to understand, Dorothy, that from what I've read, Tom may have a long 515 00:39:56,970 --> 00:39:57,970 road ahead of him. 516 00:39:58,710 --> 00:39:59,710 That's all right. 517 00:40:00,210 --> 00:40:02,830 I'm going to be right beside him every step of the way. 518 00:40:11,770 --> 00:40:13,270 Thank you, ma 'am. Come again. 519 00:40:13,490 --> 00:40:14,490 Thank you. 520 00:40:15,319 --> 00:40:20,340 Can I help you with that? Oh, no, I've got it. But, uh, thank you for asking. 521 00:40:24,560 --> 00:40:25,920 I am so proud of you. 522 00:40:27,400 --> 00:40:28,940 All I did was help a customer. 523 00:40:29,520 --> 00:40:31,400 You are doing a fine job. 524 00:40:33,600 --> 00:40:34,499 Isn't he, Lorne? 525 00:40:34,500 --> 00:40:35,880 Huh? Oh, yes. 526 00:40:57,830 --> 00:40:59,310 Colleen, you have to see him sometimes. 527 00:41:02,510 --> 00:41:07,090 The disease he had that made him do those things, I believe he's recovered 528 00:41:07,090 --> 00:41:09,090 it. And I'll be right there with you. 529 00:41:22,850 --> 00:41:23,850 Tom. 530 00:41:25,050 --> 00:41:26,070 Lauren, it's all right. 531 00:41:36,640 --> 00:41:37,640 Hey, Colleen. 532 00:41:39,520 --> 00:41:46,120 Please, I just... I just want to say how sorry I am. 533 00:41:51,540 --> 00:41:58,400 I know it's going to be hard, but maybe... Maybe someday you'll 534 00:41:58,400 --> 00:41:59,720 find it in your heart to forgive me. 535 00:42:48,650 --> 00:42:49,348 Good morning, Lauren. 536 00:42:49,350 --> 00:42:50,350 Good morning. 537 00:42:53,250 --> 00:42:56,810 Dorothy? You been in the cash box? 538 00:42:57,330 --> 00:42:59,850 No. Then we've been robbed. 539 00:43:00,390 --> 00:43:02,090 What? Robbed. 540 00:43:11,290 --> 00:43:12,290 Where's Tom? 541 00:43:58,380 --> 00:43:59,460 He's gone. Gone? 542 00:43:59,980 --> 00:44:02,120 He took all our money and left. 543 00:44:04,900 --> 00:44:05,980 I'm so sorry. 544 00:44:06,960 --> 00:44:08,940 He was the sweetest of my kids. 545 00:44:09,900 --> 00:44:11,060 The most gentle. 546 00:44:12,680 --> 00:44:18,940 When Marcus got mean, Tommy'd wipe my tears away and he'd say, Don't worry, 547 00:44:19,060 --> 00:44:20,120 Mama. I love you. 548 00:44:21,140 --> 00:44:25,040 When I grow up, I'm not going to let anybody hurt you. 549 00:44:26,510 --> 00:44:28,610 I called him my brave little soldier. 550 00:44:30,470 --> 00:44:32,610 Just hold on to those memories, Dorothy. 551 00:44:34,570 --> 00:44:36,250 No one can take those from you. 552 00:44:36,630 --> 00:44:37,630 I failed him. 553 00:44:38,170 --> 00:44:41,490 No, you didn't. I failed him. You protected him from Marcus. 554 00:44:42,910 --> 00:44:45,970 You raised a brave son, but you couldn't protect him from everything. 555 00:44:46,470 --> 00:44:47,470 From life. 556 00:44:48,570 --> 00:44:49,570 None of it can. 557 00:45:09,710 --> 00:45:10,910 I missed you, Michaela. 558 00:45:14,090 --> 00:45:15,770 I missed you too, Dorothy. 559 00:45:19,490 --> 00:45:20,850 Maybe he'll come back someday. 560 00:45:22,410 --> 00:45:23,410 Boy, you knew. 561 00:45:27,450 --> 00:45:28,450 Maybe.